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"hi beautiful."
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i missed you a lot, i'm glad you're back.

Jesus

everytime my mind says give up my heart says look to Him.

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adil says he can't wait to see his 20-star girl.

magnitude and direction

i got tired of feeling scared.
it feels like it has been forever since a tomorrow meant something to me.

you

sunday:
im in love.

titanic

d'you know how seeing you would always kill every single cell of upset in me? and how i'd always cry when i feel like im getting a little closer to losing you. i used to keep everything in my mind where nobody could find or see them, but its funny how i can never keep secrets from you. you'd always seem to know that im not ok when i say i am. and when you make me angry, you'd leave me stuck between not caring and caring too much. i wish you could hold me in your arms forever and that time didn't have to pass so quickly when im with you.

even though yesterday didnt go so well, and you had to end up breaking up with me, i know everything's gg to be ok.

i need

a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on now. :( my heart feels empty. you.

B & P

on some days, i'd forget to eat. i wish i could survive on an apple a day, then i wouldn't have to forget so much.

in ♥

yesterday we came out with a to-do list for today but we only managed to do 1.5 out of the 9 listed sigh we can nvr fully stick to doing something but thats ok being able to spend my afternoon together with you was already enough to make me happy <: i am excited for thursday!!! i hope we'd be able to stick to our plan for once.
love you big boy♥

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i will not believe you ever again

tilt-a-whirl

i used to like it when we fight bcos we'd always end up 5 times closer when we make up. but this week we argued a million times, made up a million times but i still dont see us getting anywhere closer to understanding each other more. i feel the space between us expanding and overlapping with so much insecurity, disappointment and confusion. sucks having to end up communicating through drafts when we were just sitting beside each other. our few attempts of trying to fill in the gaps of awkwardness between us failed too. i decided to give up after 24 hours of arguing with you ytd. breaking up with you was nvr a choice and im glad we made up. i m not gg to give up on our fourth 12th. i love you adilson i hope you don't give up too.

i started the day feeling like nothing but seeing you sort of made everything better. it gets difficult to keep up with you sometimes though. funny how i let disappointment settle in me so easily when that msg came in. like as if i was already half expecting it. i am sad but i dont want to ruin things further i feel ruined enough already

sharp roads

sometimes i wish i could read your mind, if that makes it easier to understand you. im at a point where staying semi-sane is already becoming a struggle but what do i do when there is no one but you?

HUNGRY :<

ZEBRA CAKE, YUMMY

CONTENT

................sometimes when i have nothing else to do anymore, i sleep but today i replaced my boredom with self entertainment.

pinned

what is your everything?

frozen minutes

i liked how today went. good way to end a month <: its not everyday that you can get to really appreciate the people around you. i liked how we made ham and cheese sandwhiches taste so good with chips heaped up in btween them and how we ended up laughing at ourselves cos of the 3 consecutive times we spilled our styrofoam cups of juices onto the mat. we got sun kissed just by sitting in the sun streaked afternoon enjoying our picnic food ha ha i like the red on my face now. priscilla and priscilla looked cherry red. yifan too. we talked about our families, people we dont like, people we like, and everything else over dinner and i spilled hot candle wax on prisy while me and prisc were singing a bday song to her (her b'day is on the 14th of dec!!)........i m the ultimate spiller of anything fluid. we ended the night running in the rain and getting drenched. but it was all worth it cause we giggled ourselves crazy and had fun. 1 day is nvr enough with people like them we have another date on the 25th!! cant wait xoxoxo

peeled

what do you make of me?

ha ha 

BACK 4EVER

i figured i am not a tumblr kind of girl...so i'm back <: