tilt-a-whirl

i used to like it when we fight bcos we'd always end up 5 times closer when we make up. but this week we argued a million times, made up a million times but i still dont see us getting anywhere closer to understanding each other more. i feel the space between us expanding and overlapping with so much insecurity, disappointment and confusion. sucks having to end up communicating through drafts when we were just sitting beside each other. our few attempts of trying to fill in the gaps of awkwardness between us failed too. i decided to give up after 24 hours of arguing with you ytd. breaking up with you was nvr a choice and im glad we made up. i m not gg to give up on our fourth 12th. i love you adilson i hope you don't give up too.