fix me

Sometimes i stare at you trying to decipher what's on your mind and sometimes when i look at you, i try so hard only to realize what more could i ask for I don't know what to say anymore don't have much to say anyway all i can do now is get angry at myself for not being able to be strong enough to not cry and to hide my emotions maybe i should go to sleep and shut myself from all the sadness disappointment and anger for today i hate it when i affect the people around me with my emotions but i hate it even more when you get affected and nothing i do seem to be able to make you feel any happier maybe i should just stop trying all together i should just shut up and learn how to keep things to myself