deleted posts (january-febuary 09)

tuesday, march 3, 2009
[ 3/03/2009 ]

I feel empty. is that a good thing? hmm

[ 3/03/2009 ]

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hi, have you ever felt so alone in a crowded room? Like when everything around you just doesn't seem to be there, but still visible somehow. Well yes, i'm pretty much feeling like that now. Mm i wish i could turn back time, so that i would never have met you or started talking to you. ..And maybe, i wouldn't be feeling so messed up right now. Hmm, if pretending to be somebody else and putting on a false facade can make me feel a whole lot better about myself, why not?

sunday, march 1, 2009
[ 3/01/2009 ]

I'm confused.
(insert confused face here)

p/s thank you, wanyu for remembering me in your post :-)
p/p/s click

friday, february 27, 2009
[ 2/27/2009 ]


(L)

sunday, february 22, 2009
[ 2/22/2009 ]

"like black against white"


its always best to hide it all away.
i can't comprehend how you feel now, or what you're thinking
but predicting the next would be easy.
and yes, i guess i would never know why or understand, but at least i tried.

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suppp. This week's been filled w many ups and downs, but im glad i survived them all. The impossibilities that were streaming into my mind so quickly before doesn't exactly seem that impossible anymore. Cos even with one gone, i know i still have many others who care and who'll be there for me to turn to when i feel like im spiraling down.

I thank God for my friends, and for You too :-)

saturday, february 14, 2009
[ 2/14/2009 ]

it took 2 years for me to finally figure that out. Feels like there's a deep abyss between us now. I guess there's no use pretending anymore.

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hi yes it's valentine's day. guess who my valentine isssssssssss :-) hee.

sunday, february 1, 2009
[ 2/01/2009 ]

hi, im currently at the rooftop trynna get some decent connection. I moved to tower 1 yesterday. the new apartment is very colorful. "nice your house is colourful very nice!" says adilson. my rooms green and purple. nice? ..meh.

oh there's school tomorrow yay.
yesterday was good, and tomorrow will be like yesterday, just as good :-)

wednesday, january 28, 2009
[ 1/28/2009 ]

Happy cny y'alllll. School felt extremely draggy today. And we had to draw a butterfly and describe it during chinese class, how nice. Oh anyway, i managed to finish all my homework for the day woohoo. :-) I can't wait for Yunyi to get back from Taiwan, 've got so much stuff to share with herrrrr.

Chinese new year resolution: #1(and only). save more spend less. go sharon (Y)

saturday, january 10, 2009
[ 1/10/2009 ]

truth be told i miss you, truth be told im lying


first week of school had been rather surreal. physics with ms uma, seems almost impossible. gr8 teachers and classmates though. mm, zonals starts next thursday! *cross fingers oh and also did i mention i trimmed my own fringe? okay yes i did and its pretty well done i think ha ha heeeeeee great job S!

heal prisC's leg heeeeeeal.
Labels: why did you race through my red light


tuesday, january 6, 2009
[ 1/06/2009 ]

Cheer up i know life hasn't been treating you well these days
But you must remember to stay strong always
Even when you have worst c**** on earth
Even when trainings are just plain horrible lol
Even when nobody seem to be able to see the effort youre putting in
Even when life just isn't going your way
Just continue being the sharon you are
I miss you let's talk soon.

D (the only guy who has your blogger password)
i hope this makes your day haha

thursday, january 1, 2009
[ 1/01/2009 ]

1508hours

Good afternoon 2009 :-)

sharon's new year resolutions
#1. Go to church regularly
#2. Pass chinese (with flying colors)
#3. Treasure my friends
#4. Stop bingeing on pizza every night
#5. Train real hard together with the rest of B'div girls, and win at least one match.
#7. Stop biting fingernails
#8. Start eating healthily
#9. Smile more :-)
#10. (i'll come back to fill this space up when i've thought of something)